I had Tomy stay with me until britni got the money to have him come out there. This was in Illinios the day he left his g/f, Sammantha. It was a Sunday. Well it all started December 18^{th on}a tuesday. He just got on top of me and started kissing me. I was frightened. He told me Britni said it was ok. He said it was from both of them. I didn’t know what to say. We would periodically stop over time because my dad’s friend was home. Then it would get further he went up my shirt and starting sucking on my boob and biting on it. He would take my hand and rub it on his penis. I didn’t think it would lead to anything more. He kept telling me Britni was okay with it. Then it did lead to more. He would put his hand down my pants. I would tell him no. He wouldn’t stop. He’s like why why. I said I wasn’t ready. But that didn’t stop him. He got on top of me. He said he was gonna fuck me. He had his pants half way down by then. Remember. It’s my first time. I’m fully shocked. I can’t speak or anything. I didn’t know what to say. By this point I totally gave up on the word no. I’m a weak person. I can’t say no to people. This happened to me before by someone else. A much older guy. I didn’t know what to do. All I could think of was my b/f. And how much he will be hurt because I’m a weak person. We ended up going upstairs because it was later by now. My dad had tons of people over. He didn’t care. We didn’t have a door so we ended up going upstairs. I knew it was gonna happen anyways. Since he doesn’t understand no. He didn’t even ask about a condom. Not one time. He said he would pull out. Which the funny thing is he did like 5 times. He cummed all over the room. He didn’t even clean his shit up. Then we went back down. He told me to suck his dick. He had it pulled out and everything. Well by this time I’m like w/e you know. I can easily be used. It sucks. I hate it. Yeah I could have called the cops well no I couldn’t because, I went through that before and didn’t wanna deal with it again. I also read his and Britni’s texts and she didn’t approve of anything. I had no chance to tell her when he went to Florida cause he took over the computer and her phone. I had a pregnancy scare. I told him. All he said was please don’t turn me in. He even had a friend ,Kendle, send me a message begging me not to turn him in. Then he blocked me on myspace, stickam and his aim. He has Britni stop talking to me. So yesterday I i/med Britni after finding out they have broken up. I asked her if she knew. She knew nothing. He cheated on her. He’s a cheater, liar a total scum bag. He admitted to it on a conversation through aim. He begged me for his life and to stop everything. I told him I can’t it already happened and everyone knows everything. He deserves what he gets. He sucked up to me and everything. He begged me to stop over and over again. He said it will ruin his life. Yeah just his “online life” cause he has no other. I hope from this girls will realize that under that pretty face is a ugly person. Who doesn’t care about anyone but himself. I have been holding all this anger and hurt inside me. I wouldn’t be able to concentrate. I was scared of being pregnant or even have stds. Which I got tested neg so that’s good. But I had the worst months ever. Until now. It feels good to let it out. I got my revenge. Tomy, next time use your own advice and stick to girls your own age. When they say no, stop. Don’t talk shit about others if your no better. Even though this may seem like revenge. I can never get my virginity back and share it with that special someone. Instead i will be haunted by his dumbass. Ewww.